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Hello!
I just felt like writing in here since I haven't in awhile.  Really I should be working on stuff but oh well I have time.  I have been in a really good mood today, mainly because I had such a good phone conversation with Brian last night and that put me in a good mood even through today.  Plus I took him home from school today so I was happy I got to spend a little bit of time with him.  I love him so much...
I had a rough weekend after finding out about the musical and everything, so I spent about a day being sad but now I'm fine.  I made a promise to myself that I wasn't going to shed one more tear over that subject and I plan on keeping that promise.  I have so many good things that I have no reason to be sad.  My faith, my family, my friends and Brian are all here for me and thats all I need! 
Well I better go.  Leave me some comments if you want.  They always make me smile

Always,
Jen

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Saying I love you
Is not the words I want to hear from you
It’s not that I want you
Not to say, but if you only knew
How easy it would be to show me how you feel
More than words is all you have to do to make it real
Then you wouldn’t have to say that you love me
Cos I’d already know

What would you do if my heart was torn in two
More than words to show you feel
That your love for me is real
What would you say if I took those words away
Then you couldn’t make things new
Just by saying I love you

More than words

Now I’ve tried to talk to you and make you understand
All you have to do is close your eyes
And just reach out your hands and touch me
Hold me close don’t ever let me go
More than words is all I ever needed you to show
Then you wouldn’t have to say that you love me
Cos I’d already know

What would you do if my heart was torn in two
More than words to show you feel
That your love for me is real
What would you say if I took those words away
Then you couldn’t make things new
Just by saying I love you

More than words

--Extreme

Wow, haven't written an actual entry in here in forever... Things are really good for me right now, I have a boyfriend (yay, love you Brian)  and school is pretty good, and I'm really very happy.  This particular day wasn't the greatest, but otherwise, it's been soo amazing lately .
I don't really want to get into all the crappiness of my day today, but I just want to apologize to everyone in advance if you have/had to deal with me today.  Just disregard anything I say to you today because I am not myself...  blah I hate feeling so icky...
Going upstate this Thursday!!! well, the Volleyball team is... I am so excited!!!!  It will be so fun I can't wait! 
eh, can't think of anything else to write.  leave me comments, they make me happy lol. 
That's it for now...
Always, Jen

TEN random things about me:

10. I don't have a favorite food.

9. I broke my arm by tripping on my pants in 6th grade.

8. I would like to be able to play electric guitar.

7. I have no idea what I want to do with my life.

6. I like Christian music.

5. I can lick my elbow (i guess it's supposed to be impossible to do..)

4. I should be working on art right now.

3. I can't stand the word creamy.

2. My favorite color is yellow.

1. I have 8 best friends.

2. Messing up

1. Not being myself

FOUR of my favorite items in my room:
4. Window

3. Fleece blanket

2. Bed

1. Pictures

THREE things i do everyday:

3. DRIVE

2. BRUSH my teeth

1. Pray

TWO things i want to do right now:

2. SLEEP

1. Get a blanket.. brr


ONE person i want to see right now:

1. Brian Fox.. <3

Hold her closer when she cries
Hold her closer when she feels she needs a hand to hold
Someone who'll never let her go again
And hold him closer when he tries to hold the tears back from his eyes
Don't say goodbye

When your heart decides
That it's time to let it through
There's no reason to be scared to open up
Cause love may be blind,
But all of us don't see it.
So just once in your life
If you hear the knock of love,
Just let it in.

Hold her closer when she cries
Hold her closer when you know it's time to say goodbye.
You hurry back to see her smile again.
And hold him closer when he's down
When his world is upside down,
Turn it around.

So hold her closer when she cries
Hold her closer when she feels
She needs a hand to hold
Someone who'll never let her go
And hold her closer when she's down
When her world is upside down,
Turn it around.
Hold her close...

-Blessid Union of Souls